rainy season

It is upon us, rain and rain and rain. Endless misery making me want to curl up under my blankets and pretend that it isn't raining. I am currently trying to study. I am trying to focus but my mood is on the edge and the weather makes me want to cry. Now I know that people will ask, "wouldn't you be more upset if it was sunny and you had to study?" No actually I wouldn't. Unlike a lot of people I don't have the problem of forcing myself to study. When I know I have to do it, I just do it. I don't justify breaks after studying for a half an hour. Give me 4 hours and then break. I'd rather the sun shine into my bedroom while I am sitting at my desk. It would make me happy beyond belief and I wouldn't feel as if the world was ending with my bad mood. Weather effects everyone. I do not understand peoples love or want of rain. April showers bringing May flowers can go to hell and just give me some sunshine. Hopefully my mood can improve and I can focus.