no regrets.

I don't want any regrets. When I look back months from now and think about what could have been, I don't want to say "I wish". I don't want those feelings, those moments of self-doubt where I never said what I fully intended to. I can write about it as much as I want and feel it any way I can, but all in all, I don't want to regret not taking action. I have a few days to buck up my courage and bite the bullet of never feeling that regret. You will never know this, but I am nervous. I am anxious and I can't calm myself down. I find myself thinking about possibilities and having to shut my mind because it doesn't seem possible in any right. For now, I will wait. I am going to brave something I have never done or even thought about before and it's quite exciting. I know I will not get the answer I want and it won't work out my way but that is okay. If I try and say I don't regret it, I at least have piece of mind. I don't want to live with regrets of the chances I never took, and the things I left unsaid. Life is just too short to play it safe. After I take this step my mantra will have to be NO REGRETS.