crushing

It has been a while since I spoke about guys in my life. I had previous posts about a year ago referencing a summer crush and an ongoing outspoken interest that faded. I have reached that height once again in my life except this time it is someone I don't even know. This isn't someone I can go visit for the sake of it, or I can call a friend. To each other we are completely obsolete, and to be honest I could be wasting my time but it is so worth it. I've officially been bitten by something and I am crushing hard on this guy. I sound so cliche and whenever I see him my heart goes nuts. All I can really say is that I for once am going to make the attempts I have never made with other guys. It figures though, that I chose a guy that I may never be able to have. All I can hope for is something in return. I feel like (in my girly crazy way) there may be a connection, something to go on, but then again I want to believe these things. The future can be somewhat crazy and things can happen when you least expect it. I just need to get out there and go with it and hope for the best.